This is NOT a update journal, but rather, a rant one. There is nothing I am really angry about, just a various things that I want to say that's been boiling down in my head.
A while back, I shared with some friends on this site that I was thinking of doing reboot to the Behemoth Chronicles, because the current direction i was going with wasn't working (though considering I haven't even published anything yet worthwhile, would reboot be a good word to use). Of course, and I knew this was going to happen, I had some people tell me that they lost interest in my little project. Fine, that's ok, I can understand, though at the same time, why I should I care? I mean, at the end of the day, I'm doing this stuff for me, not someone else. This is suppose to be something for fun, even though lately, it hasn't been all that fun (I will explain below).
However, some people have even gone on to say I will never ever get this thing started. Is there some truth in that? Perhaps, but that isn't something you really want to hear from people you assume to be your friends or, at the very least, respect as fellow kaiju artists. I mean, after reading that, I felt like doing NOTHING! However, at the end of the day, I don't really give a fuck, and personally, I want to get my Behemoth Chronicles up and running to prove them wrong. With that said, I do need to realize that I am doing this stuff for fun. I'm not getting paid to draw my own monsters and write back-story for them, I'm just doing this for fun. Now, would I like to make money off of them, sure, but at the end of the day, I'm doing this stuff for fun. I already have a full time job, I don't need another one.
As for what I am doing now, let's just say I am working out on some kinks. Mostly, I just need to decide on my monsters' designs without posting a bunch of sketches where nothing really changes. I'm well aware that I won't draw everything the same way twice, so I am ok with that, even though I will try my hardest to keep them fairly similar. Also, I won't be making these big announcements about if I want to tweak a character's design, because I figure I will do it regardless. Again, these are my characters, I should be the one to draw them the way I want, you know. Though, at the same time, I need to stop doing these pointless redesigns and finalized something.
With that part of the rant over, I have to say, I saw the new Godzilla trailer, thought it looks awesome, and I am definitely going to see the movie (I was going anyway). I'm happy that the trailer is doing pretty well as well, and I am sure this movie will be a hit (though I am hoping it will be good more than how successful it will be).
Anyway, that's just some stuff I needed to get off my chest. I talk to you all later,